She started by sitting up…suddenly she laid down and passed OUT!

She didn’t even wake up when I picked her up and moved her to her own bed. 

Sweet dreams my love. Please take a good nap!!

She started by sitting up…suddenly she laid down and passed OUT!

She didn’t even wake up when I picked her up and moved her to her own bed.

Sweet dreams my love. Please take a good nap!!

Terrifying dreams

I’ve had dreams more than twice this month that I was pregnant again.

That scares the shit out of me and my brain needs to knock that off. My hands are full right now and down the road we can talk about more.

Babies are so different

I wish Phoebe had followed her brother and started sleeping through the night when she turned 5 months old. It was glorious. But nope. She still wakes up almost every two hours at night to nurse.

And she sleeps great for about 3-4 hours at the beginning of the night in her pack n play, but as soon as she wakes up and ends up in bed with us, she’s up every two hours to eat. I’m not a fan of co-sleeping because I never get good sleep and my neck constantly hurts, but I’m so tired at night I forget to put her back in her bed. And the nights I do she just cries so it’s more comfortable for her to sleep with us. But ugh.

I constantly feel like death and I’m forever tired.

I’m going to be the best rested woman in her 50s for sure because my kids will be grown and I will sleep like a dream. One day. For now…I see a nap today during my little ones nap…as long as they both go down today.

Thanks everyone

For the birthday wishes…I finally reminded Aaron about dinner time and after he bs-ed a while, he admitted he forgot. So, we made up and had dinner and did a little shopping and I’m better.

Retail therapy helps.

Also…you know you’re growing up when you get excited about new pots/pans for your birthday. LOL. I turned down jewelry for them!

But I did buy a ton of books with money from my brother and a bath caddy for my kindle and a nice bath pillow from my Mom’s money to have super awesome baths with my LUSH stuff! 😀

So I’m happy. I guess one thing about getting older is your day becomes less important and he does always remember the kids birthdays and “monthiversaries.” I did, however, remind him that important too and the little things go a long way.

But thank you guys for the happy birthdays!! ❤❤❤

Happy Birthday?

Aaron has still yet to wish me Happy Birthday or acknowledge he remembered in anyway.

Phoebe refuses to nap and is super fussy because she’s sleepy.

It’s 57 degrees out and overcast.

My brother was sweet and got a cake and didn’t read the label and got one with a raspberry filling. That one was humorous because he didn’t like it and I didn’t mind it.

Patrick took a short nap.

I’ve yet to put on makeup because my face has turned 17 again and has so many pimples I want to cry.

This little girl gave me a run for my money today. So fussy. Didn’t want to nap or be away from me. But these pictures…this is what I choose to remember from today. Love you, my sweet girl. 💞

Birthday Ponderings

My birthday is next week and I got some money from my Dad and Grandma while they were here last week and I think I’m going to actually buy myself something with it. So often I just stick holiday money into our account as “extra” and never spend it on just me. But this time…I am. I’m thinking some new LUSH stuff since I’m almost out. Maybe a new book too.

I really need to start pampering myself more so…that’s what I’m doing!

Things I found in my garden after being gone over the weekend. This morning I also saw 3 egg plants growing, loads more banana peppers and Aaron said there were potatoes just about ready! And I think the Lima beans are almost ready too!

Things I found in my garden after being gone over the weekend. This morning I also saw 3 egg plants growing, loads more banana peppers and Aaron said there were potatoes just about ready! And I think the Lima beans are almost ready too!

So out of touch

I’ve barely been on Tumblr the last week and a half, between my family coming into town and going to a Cancer fundraiser over the weekend to now Aaron being off work for a week.

But I’m here…and will catch up as much as I can!!

Oh, mymoonmystarandme, I’m such a huge slacker and horrible pen pal, but I did send out paper love to you this week!!! =D

My loves!! She has so much fun playing with him now! And she sits for several minutes at a time! And cheeses the camera!! 💞💕💞